I have a few friends who suffer from various mental health conditions. Some of them are chronic and some are temporary. I’ve been going through a phase of my life where I’m feeling like I’m a complete idiot, but I’m at least aware of it.
Im a writer who gets asked a lot about mental health. The thing is, I don’t know any real experts about it, because I don’t know a thing about it. I just know that I need help. Which is why I decided to start an website called hiawassee.com, because I think it’s important for people like me to find out that there are people out there who feel the way I do.
I’ve tried to be a little bit more of an open book about mental health, but I’ve had to be extremely selective with whom I write about. I know this because I’ve actually had to write essays about it for journals. Like, my friend Jaimie, a journalist, ran into me at the supermarket one day and asked how I was doing.
I didn’t quite know how to answer that question, I said. “I’m pretty okay. I’m just sad,” I said. She said something about how she was worried that I was going to end up like that. I said, “I’m not sad.” She said I was, and I gave her my best look of “Yeah, yeah, you’re right” and walked away.
I dont know if this is because of my age, the amount of times I’ve been on Deathloop, or just the fact that I like to think I have a good mental health. I think it’s the combination of it all. I hope it’s not a reason I’m not writing about being depressed in general. For starters I wouldn;t. But I also think that it’s a pretty good chance I’ll be taking a break from Deathloop to take a break from being depressed.
Well, as a general rule I don’t recommend taking a break from a mental health problem, so I wouldnt recommend taking a break from being depressed. But I do feel for you. I know you’re going through a rough time and I wouldn’t want anyone to be worrying about the future if they didn’t need to. I know you’re worried about getting back into school and taking your life into your own hands.
I know youre going through a rough time and I wouldnt want anyone to be worrying about the future if they didnt need to. I know youre thinking that if they dont want to be with you then they shouldnt be worrying about you being with us. I know youre thinking that if they dont want to be with us then they shouldnt be worrying about you not being with us.
This is a serious thing. I don’t have words for how bad this is. It is just very, very, very, very bad. I had one of the most difficult times of my life as a teenager and it made me feel like I was drowning in my own tears. I was so afraid that if I cried, if I yelled and screamed, if I just cried and screamed and yelled that I’d break something, that I was just going to stop and that I would give up.
I had a lot of people who was in our prayers and we all prayed for them. One man has been in our prayers for the last three months but he was really sick. He needed to pray for us, to see what we were doing to be able to do the right thing and to come to grips with it.
I have a feeling that the people we came to pray for just aren’t doing it justice. There are people who are trying to do wrong to us and the people we come to pray for just aren’t acting right.