I didn’t lose my hope, but it’s been a while since I’ve seen it. It’s been such a long time that I can’t really remember what it looks like. I’m not sure if I should be looking for my hope in the dark or in the light. Maybe it was never there to begin with and this is all just an illusion?
Maybe there was never any reason to have hope in the first place?
It could just be an illusion we create for ourselves because were afraid of not being happy in life or something else happening and making us feel worse than before. We are always looking at our lives as though they’re over before things happen, is this what people do when they don’t know how to find their own happiness so instead they look for someone who has found theirs? Is this why everyone seems to be waiting for death these days?